I am a frog

Today was my first day in my new starbucks store :) it was fun, but I was super nervous for the drive thru! I wasn't able to do it beause I knew I was going to make 348329572 mistakes so Chris let me just chill there looking at the guys.

I have a chemistry test tomorrow that has me completely stressed. I am terrified. I feel like the teacher is spealing chinese. Also, my bio test was WAY harder than what I though it would be. I get the material but the way the teacher writes the questions KILLS ME!!! I am so sure he sits one for a whole day thinking how to screw us. Also, I am doing my chemistry quiz and the first time I only misplaced one number!!! ONE instead of 429 I put 492 in my equation and that gave me a wrong answer, and since then I can't seem to get it :( I've tried at least 4 times and it is SO late, i just want to go to bed and sleep forever. I also have to work tomorrow before my chem exam.

I better go do my cheat sheet that we can use :(

I hope I do good :)

                                                                   

After a super long day here I find myself finally writing another post!! I realized i love posts with pictures, i think that without them they look kind of dead. I also realized that i tend to post at the wee hours of the night (and i have to work at 11 tomorrow).

I love my work!! It is awesome, i am soooo happy i work there, and working there makes me happy. Times goes by SUPER fast, i like my pay (a lot!), i like the people i work with, i like the hours they give me (over 30 a week), and i just PLAIN love it. 

[Proof that i'm not the only one who loves the place: http://photobucket.com/images/starbucks/] 

I just wasted like 20 minutes of my life trying to upload pictures to this post! I guess i'll have to ask polley how she does it. 

I also finished (like at 2am) posting my discussions for my anthropology class, now i have to read chapter 4 for that class and 200 pages for my contemporary health science class, YAY! for summer classes... NOT.

My cat doesn't have depression anymore!! She went back to her normal hunting and she actually looks like she's alive, she started eating again and she came out of her hole next to the window! :) 

I won't be able to see Brett like we had planned this weekend, it is is brother's birthday and things just went the opposite way of what we planned, so now i have to wait for ANOTHER week to go by to see him, i think it will go by fast though, I have tons of homework and tons of hours at work too. I just wish i could stop having my weird anxiety and mean attacks, so that way i could stop damaging the relationship. At least he is perfect and helps me get through all of my bad moments and reassures me he loves me :D. I just need to do the switch inside of me. I hope my therapy helps. I know it will. 

I need to go to bed RIGHT NOW :) 

Good night internet world.

It is like 2am and I should be in bed but I slept until late today so I can't fall asleep and i also should be reading for my intro. to anthropology class or my contemporary health science one but I don't feel like it, I've tried all day long and I just can't concentrate. 

I wish I could fly that way I could fly all the way to Daytona super fast and be with Brett. I miss him. I also wish I could control time so that way I could make this 2 weeks go by fast :) I just hope we have fun whenever we see each other again like this weekend. And I also hope I do not lose my sanity in this crazy house. I hope work and school work makes this week go by FAST but like SUPER fast! 

I also wish I can learn all of the starbucks stuff. I am so scared of being the only one that screws drinks up. I have fun though, trying new coffees and learning how to brew them. 

I miss college life. I miss going to bed LATE and sleeping with Brett's body touching mine. I also miss waking up with him, eating whenever I feel like it, having my own room for myself, my friends and their randomness, and spending time with Brett. I think I miss Brett the most. I just can't wait to see him again and seeing his pretty blue eyes looking at me. AHHH!!!! I'm in love :D

I think my cat has depression  :( she's barely eating and she doesn't move from the computer room at all. I have seen her out of the room like once in 3 days. My dad says it is because we closed the hole in the pool screen she used to go outside, and I agree with him; but I am happy we closed it, she was FULL of flees (EWWWWW!) and she started bringing dead mice inside the house (double EWWW!), so I think it is for her own good. She can get any disease from those mice she brings in! So we closed it, and since then she's not eating or moving out of the computer room. My dad wants to open another whole for her but I am not letting him do it, and since the cat is mine I have the last word :) 

Tanning with her tongue sticking out:)
Grooming time! :)
She doesn't move from that little bed :(



As you can see I am pretty much in love with this cat and I have TONS of pics of her to post :D

Uhm I should go to bed, it is 3:25 am and I have tons of homework to do and read.